It doesn’t feel the same.
March 8, 2011 Leave a Comment
I’m stuck again. There’s a new guy that I’m trying to replace you with for the oncoming months, but it’s barely working.When I’m with him, it feels good. . . He’s taller than me, he’s okay with me hugging him. But, it doesn’t feel the same. It’s not fair that I’m making him to be a rebound, even though I never really had anything to rebound off of.
That’s the thing. We never had anything together. A lot of things in common, but nothing . . .solid. But, I felt whole.
I’m still uncertain about my feelings about you- whether or not I’m in love with you. It’s a big deal for me, and I’m scared. I really am. I know that I love you. I do. I can call you a friend, if I can certainly admit that, but I want more.
Because, being with people that aren’t you just doesn’t feel the same.
