Haircut
May 10, 2010 2 Comments
I told myself a few months ago, that if I were rejected and finally over that one guy, I would do the Japanese schoolgirl thing and cut my hair.
Today, I cut my hair. It wasn’t because of him or anyone told me to do so. I cut it because it annoyed the hell out of me. However, I thought that if I did cut my hair, I would be over him. . . It didn’t work. I don’t know. It’s just something I’ll have to live with, I guess.
I can’t think of him without smiling, I can’t sit in class without stealing a glance his way, I can’t help. . . .liking him.
the symbol of cutting your hair has to have a back up, using your mind. you have to think and feel that you’re going to get over him before you cut your hair. gosh.
i used the “my hair is annoying me” excuse to symbolize that i was letting go. but, as the strands of hair rained down from my head, my resolve faltered . . .